Brie Lybrand, AKA My Red Solara, is a YouTube make up guru like so many others. Her channel consists of the typical make up and fashion tips and strategies one would expect a beautiful New Orleans actress to post.

But last week she broke out of the ordinary to post a powerfully raw and emotional message to her rapist who was also her father. From the tender age of four to thirteen, she was abused, tortured, and raped by her father, Steven G. Bressler.

Now, she is safe, far away from the monster, but she was notified by email that he has just subscribed to her on YouTube. Sadly, that’s exactly the kind of stalking she now must live with and is always prepared for. That is why she never leaves the house without her trusty pink revolver.

Always, always fully loaded.   

The video is featured on Gawker, DailyMail, and Reddit.